Monday, October 06, 2008
ergh! today is mon again... apparantly i get mon-fri blues.. but lucky tis is e last wk alr... im so looking fwd to fri 6pm! seriously! i guess for me... im more idealistic? I rather hold a job in which im passionate abt as opposed to just holding a job for e sake of e salary? mayb i can have these thoughts now but later in my life, i guess i will just have to resign to my fate... sometimes i really admire mum and dad... they stayed in their job for so long... i wonder if they really even like their jobs but they seem okay with it... lucky mine is like 6mths contract if not... i might just drop dead... everyday i seem to feel more suffocated in this place and e job tt i hold... i mean it's not tt e pple are not nice or tt e job is not meaningful but im just not passionate abt it...
mayb it's just PMS?? eh... shdn't be lei... shd b just MS plus super mon blues... mayb argh! i duno la... my lower tummy is like i duno... got tt kind of heavy feeling... not pain but just heavy and i feel so fat plus bloated! i feel like im preggers... ergh! feeling so bad!! argh!
mayb aft lunch shd b better?? aft i eat some nice fruits... i shd b better... a hungry girl is an angry girl! it applies so much to LLT!
okies... any case... my boss was like complaining to the other colleagues behind me tt they feel so tied up and irritated with doing e P-files... like seriously?! to think tt they keep pressuring me to rush out e P-files... sians...
okies... better stop now cux im like stepping into e territory of complaining abt my job... but miraculously i feel a little bit better? i wonder y...
Ooo... now im really starting to feel much better! e song by S.H.E (bu zuo ni de peng you) keeps playing in my mind... but anyways... yeahs!! i just heard e song "Shape Of My Heart" by BSB!! Yeahs!! So Happy! It just lifts my spirits up so much!! and tt my bosses theyall gg out for lunch giving me some peace and quiet is like so working for me!! hahas... =D
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argh! headache and i will not take panadol!! give up hope... later someone better not pull stunt and someone better mean wad he/she says...
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